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What is the show Big Brother about?
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| putting up with putting out |
[27 Jun 2007|12:51pm] |
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to michael:
u dont realize how i feel about you. and i.
i keep going back to you and putting up with you and
u just keep walking over me.
i invite u over and u come up with excuses.
u dont show interest while still showing interest and i have to give it to you it had me for a while.
5 years to be actually.
but u kno what? i need to move on.
it's not healthy that i keep trying to make this work with u,
without u.
i wasnt looking for anything serious but
i was looking for acknowledgement and
u do not acknowledge me and
it hurts me a lot to be neglected.
when i just wanted a place to open up to
u seem like u want me to but then again u
didn't and these mixed signals are messing up my head. i feel really foolish for saying it and finally admitting to myself that
i may be stupidly-in-kind-of love with u. it's the only reason i
could think of bc i had to ask myself y i keep putting up with me putting out with u without getting anything in return from you but a nut and those occasional things u leave in my house just so that
u can have an initiative to come back to my house to see me.
other than u just wanting to see me willingly
i pushed u to me while u pushed me away from you and
im just in awe after it all that its an ongoing cycle. i get that we're just friends but
it will never be just friends with us
no matter how hard we try to coat it there is going to be something,
anything.
but i refuse that something be of me lingering continuously. while u just sit back and do nothing but send out those false pretenses that there will be something worth while between us eventually.
danielle*
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| Music in my playlist that you should hear cuz i got it like dat |
[10 May 2007|10:53pm] |
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Playlist I will never tire of.
Gaelle - Give It Back
Bebe - Siempre Me Quedara
Billy Talent - Surrender
Amy Winehouse - (all of her songs, she kicks ass)
Cold War Kids - Hang Me Up To dry
Debbie Debb - When I hear music
Plain White Tee's - Hey There Delilah
System of a Down - Marmalade, Chop Suey
The Used - The Bird and the Worm
Cheka - Si Tu Te Vas
Evanescence - Breathe No more
Kat DeLuna f/ Elephant Man - Whine Up
Staind - Please
Petey Pablo - Vibrate
Mariah Carey - Circles, Lil L.O.V.E. w/ Bone Thug & Harmony, Bow wow
Regina Spektor - Apres Moi
The Postal Servoce - Such Great Heights
Metric - The Police And The Private
Lifehouse - Everything
On top - The Killers
Elephant Man f/ Twista - Jook Gal
Tony Matterhorn - Dutty Whine
Outkast - Spread
Pink - U & Ur Hand
Seal Paul f/ Busta Rhymes - Make It Clap (Remix)
Saliva - Always
Cathy Dennis - Just Another Dream
Donna Summer - love to Love You Baby
La India & Marc Anthony - Vivir Lo Nuestro
A lil bit of everything doesn't hurt in a soup you know? =D
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| btw |
[24 Apr 2007|12:04am] |
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Kanya West sampled Daft Punk's Technologic in his new track Stronger.
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| THIS JUST IN! |
[27 Mar 2007|01:47pm] |
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You
cannot be ANGRY with
GOD and not
believe in
Him
at the same time.
Nope, Not possible.
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[20 Mar 2007|02:17pm] |
My horoscope... couldn't had said it better myself.
Dear Danielle,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, March 20:
You're truly exhausted with people's inadequate excuses. So why are you listening politely while they keep blowing hot air? Realize that your time is too valuable to spend making nice. You need to be alone for a while.
all was for the best I guess.
sometimes it's best for things to just be out in the open.
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[02 Mar 2007|08:04am] |
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Cow milking in the rain.
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[22 Feb 2007|04:27am] |
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Today was a very nice day.
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| this iiis a scene. |
[15 Feb 2007|03:57am] |
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Gwen Stefani - Sweet Escape |
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they have way too many texting games on tv...
it is like 4 something in the morning. I can't sleep because I am readjusting to my insulin schedule.
u kno how annoying having a disease like diabetes is? omfg... nvrmnd next subject.
im trying to gather enuff nerve to call this boy i like. he keeps calling me and i keep avoiding. he's soooo good and im scared. he graduated college, he's working and he is too cute... yeah i'm feeling inferior.
not even we worked together and he was mean to me!!!
we kind of started off wrong and i want to let him kno i like him like him but...
he's a guy and guys suck balls. all of them.
and i finally stopped talkin to that boy i should never ever speak to anymore. turns out i just needed cable and internet. he was just my entyertainment. dont get me wrong.. he was ok as a person but i dont need him anymore. and he's holding me back..
that's an old story.
i need a job quick. so that i could have a reason to sleep.
i also saw these two boys from high school that i would not mind screwing.
just once...? just a little? 2 seconds?
im really hooked on that fall out boy song "it aint a scene, it's an arms race" - really kewlll
and im working in my voice. i forgot how much i love to sing and now that i live alone i can sing all the time. im working on asking my friend dreme to help me write a song since she plays piano and stuff. there! i found my hobby!
hoola-hooping can last for so long...
Korn's "Freak on a Leash" with Amy Lee? Hott shit mang.
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| It's on. |
[28 Nov 2006|08:38am] |
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It's a war out there.
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[27 Nov 2006|02:13am] |
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I'm thinking about writing a book. We'll see.
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[30 Oct 2006|09:01pm] |
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i'm convinced everyone and everything is trying to screw me over.
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| Update! |
[28 Oct 2006|07:39pm] |
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I'm addicted to caffeine
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[13 Oct 2006|08:36pm] |
things I learned today:
no matter what, things are going to get in my way.
and that sucks.
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[03 Oct 2006|10:16pm] |
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I like butterflies.
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